Somebody was nobody

I kept thinking how am I supposed to start this blog.
Thinking, thinking, and thinking.
I wrote couple of sentences, but ended up erasing them.
I’m telling you, I don’t know how to start,
but then I thought maybe the reader should create this introduction,
So please help me do this..
For a very long time, I thought I’m somebody,
until several questions stopped me and made me realize that I’m nobody,
let me ask you these questions,
Who are you?
What are you in this life?
What have you done?
I’ll stop here,
Now it’s your turn,
Think,
Answer,
Think again.

These three simple questions changed my whole life!
When I first asked myself these questions,
the only answer I got was:

I’m nobody but a 15-years-old Arabian girl, that have done nothing in this world.

That made me burst of anger!
How come I’m nobody?!
Is that what I want to be?!
Someone who’ll be forgotten right after she dies,
Is that what I really want?!
Nothing?!
That was my motivation,
I don’t want to die without leaving my print in this life,
I don’t want to be defined as a 15-years-old Arabian girl.
I don’t want to be that girl who has done nothing in her life.
because our lives are gifts from god,
we don’t just look at the gift,
we use it!

That made me decide that I have to work hard,
And that achievements must NOT stop at any point,
That is why I worked, still working, and will keep working.

That’s not the only thing I found after asking myself these questions,
The most important thing that I found was myself,
I found myself, I know who am I!
I’m somebody,
Somebody with many theories in life.
Somebody who believed in herself.
Somebody who decided to speak up.
Somebody who actually thinks.
Somebody who refused to be defined by others.
Somebody with many dreams, dreams that need to be set as goals, goals that need to get achieved.
Somebody who loved life.
Somebody who disagreed with all the definitions, the dictionaries have for the word human.
Somebody who made the word human-to-be up.
Somebody who attacked the word impossible, and won the fight, which as a result removed the prefix (im).
Somebody who decided that she doesn’t want to be anybody in this universe but herself.
That’s me, somebody.

Now who are you?

Think, and after you think, make a decision.
Decide who you are,
Decide who you want to be.
Decide whether you want to actually live this life or you just want it to pass by.
Decide whether you want to leave your print in this life or not.
Decide whether you want all the next generations to remember you or not.
Decide with what do you want people to remember you.

Find yourself, and be a somebody.