Somebody was nobody

I kept thinking how am I supposed to start this blog.
Thinking, thinking, and thinking.
I wrote couple of sentences, but ended up erasing them.
I’m telling you, I don’t know how to start,
but then I thought maybe the reader should create this introduction,
So please help me do this..
For a very long time, I thought I’m somebody,
until several questions stopped me and made me realize that I’m nobody,
let me ask you these questions,
Who are you?
What are you in this life?
What have you done?
I’ll stop here,
Now it’s your turn,
Think,
Answer,
Think again.

These three simple questions changed my whole life!
When I first asked myself these questions,
the only answer I got was:

I’m nobody but a 15-years-old Arabian girl, that have done nothing in this world.

That made me burst of anger!
How come I’m nobody?!
Is that what I want to be?!
Someone who’ll be forgotten right after she dies,
Is that what I really want?!
Nothing?!
That was my motivation,
I don’t want to die without leaving my print in this life,
I don’t want to be defined as a 15-years-old Arabian girl.
I don’t want to be that girl who has done nothing in her life.
because our lives are gifts from god,
we don’t just look at the gift,
we use it!

That made me decide that I have to work hard,
And that achievements must NOT stop at any point,
That is why I worked, still working, and will keep working.

That’s not the only thing I found after asking myself these questions,
The most important thing that I found was myself,
I found myself, I know who am I!
I’m somebody,
Somebody with many theories in life.
Somebody who believed in herself.
Somebody who decided to speak up.
Somebody who actually thinks.
Somebody who refused to be defined by others.
Somebody with many dreams, dreams that need to be set as goals, goals that need to get achieved.
Somebody who loved life.
Somebody who disagreed with all the definitions, the dictionaries have for the word human.
Somebody who made the word human-to-be up.
Somebody who attacked the word impossible, and won the fight, which as a result removed the prefix (im).
Somebody who decided that she doesn’t want to be anybody in this universe but herself.
That’s me, somebody.

Now who are you?

Think, and after you think, make a decision.
Decide who you are,
Decide who you want to be.
Decide whether you want to actually live this life or you just want it to pass by.
Decide whether you want to leave your print in this life or not.
Decide whether you want all the next generations to remember you or not.
Decide with what do you want people to remember you.

Find yourself, and be a somebody.

From nature we inspire

How can we join earth and sky?
No, it’s not impossible, in fact it’s possible
rain joins earth and sky together,
without even touching each other!
We learn from the rain that nothing is impossible.

When you fall, stand up again,
because waves will always rise again after falling,
We learn from the waves to never give up,
and to keep trying endlessly.

Give, without expecting to get what you gave back,
because the sun will always supply us with
light, heat, and most importantly life,
but we never return what we took back.
We learn from the sun, to be selfless.

In some places, people curse the sun!
because of it’s heat and strong rays,
but it never stopped supplying us with it.
We again learn from the sun that we shouldn’t
care about people who doesn’t appreciate our work,
because eventually someone will.

Always be as useful as a tree,
It’ll always feed you from it’s fruit,
Even if it was fruitless, it’ll allow you to sit in it’s shadow,
And even after it dies, you’ll use the wood in furnitures.
We learn from the trees to be useful in all situations.

We always remember how great life is,
when we see a beautiful livable flower,
We learn from the flowers to supply people with hope.

This little creature never fail to inspire everybody,
Despite the ant‘s size,
it works harder than some people.
We learn from the ants to work hard and never give up.

You’ll always find something new,
if you searched in an ocean,
it will always surprise you with the amount of
creatures it hides, waiting for the right time to show them.
We learn from the ocean to be full of surprises,
and to hide our talents until we find the right time and place to show them.

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These are few examples, which inspires me, and make me who I am.
You have to find your inspirations in life and you can that right now, you just gotta..

Get outdoors,
Close your eyes,
Inhale positivity,
Exhale negativity,
Open your eyes,
Stare at everything around you,
Expand your mind,
and Think deeply about everything.

I’m certain that you’ll find many things that will inspire you, because nature itself is an inspiration.

Raised to be a human

Head, hair, eyes, nose, cheeks, ears, mouth, chin, neck, shoulders, chest, arms, hands, fingers, tummy, hips, thighs, knees, foot, and toes, all attached together. That’s what pops in your mind when you think of a human, but is that what we really mean by a human? A new baby born has all of these parts, but I don’t count him as a human, physically he is, but most importantly he isn’t, spiritually. What’s the point of having the human parts and not having the human spirit? No point.

A human isn’t a human, until he gets spiritually raised by life. Don’t ask me how long would it take, because it differs. As the majority of people are, I still didn’t reach that level where I can call myself and be called a human. A person can die at the age of 60 without getting to be a human, it depends on the way you think of life and people around you.

I once heard someone saying that humans are selfish, but that’s not true, people are selfish but humans aren’t.

To be a human, you have to have a sense of love, peace, faith, and care for and in everything –EVERYTHING. If you couldn’t, just try to do what people always say ‘fake it until you make it’. If you believed in it, you’ll make it, because we were meant to be raised to be humans and that’s also why we call ourselves humans-to-be.

P.S. it’s just one theory of millions of theories of mine,

Human-to-be.